hurt

I don't know about you's but there is nothing worse then being hurt by the one you love; and can't spend a day without thinking about them.
I decided today that I'm giving up on the idea of love, It's not worth it.
I'm not saying everyone should I think everyone should be happy: the way they feel happy.
May love find you, and make you happy.

a broken heart

we've all suffered a broken heart yes? and it hurts i know, i've been there. i dont think theres anyone who hasn't suferd this. to all my friends and more may love come to you and not leave and after taste of pain.to them that have already sufferd may you find love and lots of happiness.

im lost

i feel like im standing in a crowded place screaming at the top of my voice, waiting for someone to help me but no one will listen to me.
im going to fast i need to slow down i just don't know how. i wake up go to school and it seems like the same thing all the time but toatly differnt.
i need help lots of it!

crashing and burning

feels like my whole life is on fire and im standing here not knowing how to put it out. i better not tell you why put seriously i wish i could run aay start a new life or even be strong enough to push a knife through my chest.
i just carnt take anything no more! maybe i should give up putting a happy face on telling everyone im fine?

last day of the holidays

well as you can proberly geuss by the title its the last day of the holidays,this is going to be a really important year for us as we need to pick what we want to be when we are older, i think i want to be a photographer, i want to capture the world while we still have it and let people cherish over our world, also i would like to do pop photography aswell. lets hope everything goes well.
anyway the other day me and a couple of mates were talking about 'what is the point in life?' to find your soul mate,have a family who knows.

catch up

sorry i haavent been on here much been to busy so where do i begin me and james are finished since may (its september 1st) i still reall like him but you know you've got to move on eventuly, right?
anyway i've been through a ton of lads but im really regretful for that anyway im with this lad called rhyan now i love him so much too! but i wounder how long we will last a week? a month? who knows.
anyway im still into gothic stuff ive currently got purple hair but it's goin black soon any way halloweeen soon, my most favorite holiday of the year still no idea what im going as though, hmm il come up with something

angels

3 easy steps to contact your gardian angel
1 medatate just simply close your eyes amd think of nothing clear your mind of everything you then should be able to hear a voice that you dont reckonise
2 try asking your gardian angel for something it wont happen straight away but it will happen in the next few days as a coinserdence or something along thoose lines
3 be thankful and recieve it after all you did ask for it xx